Fasting Journal

Day 14 - 12:45 am

Yes, I know, it's really day 15, but I haven't posted yet, so this counts as day 14.

I got really hungry today and ate a couple meals. Not sure about tomorrow-- I'm feeling like I'd like to go back to juice fasting again, but I'll see how I feel tomorrow. Looking at things on the bright side, I did really well! I did my first spring cleanse really early in the year this year. In the past it's taken me a whole bunch of tries before I got around to doing a long fast. Good for me! Yay!

Tomorrow is Jonathan's and my 19th anniversary. Will get a small bottle of wine and celebrate our magical, mystical, wonderful love story.

Fasting Journal

Day 13 - 11:01 am

I was so busy yesterday that I didn't have time to get online and write. However, it was a good day and I even cooked a dinner for a dinner guest and didn't get particularly hungry.

I discovered that now I really can taste the difference between organic and non-organic juice-- what a difference! It's really pretty shocking. I can't stand non-organic tangerine juice now, and only a week ago it tasted delicious to me. Better start making more money so I can buy all organic.

I'm feeling as though this fast-- which for the past 5 days has been a juice fast-- could go on indefinitely, with occasional days of water fasting here and there when I'm not too busy and can take it easy. I feel absolutely no deprivation or weakness, and I feel more grounded than I do when I'm eating food.

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Day 11 - 10:17pm
Stayed in all day today due to the blizzard, but I got quite a bit done, concentrating on getting Jonathan's book to the publisher's in the next few days. Lots of little tasks to accomplish before the pre-production can start.
I had diluted tangerine juice and a couple glasses of fresh carrot/tomato juice again, and tonight. . . 2 bananas. Okay, not juice, but that was all I needed, and I'm 'back on the juice' again. I feel like I'm into this for the long haul-- maybe 40 days or more now that I've added juice-- and if I have a piece of fruit once or twice a week it really won't slow down my progress at all. I just want to make sure it doesn't go beyond a piece of fruit once in awhile.

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Day 10 - 9:04 pm

My fasting journal may be getting boring at this point, as I'm still doing great, drinking the same juices -- well, tangerine instead of orange, not much of a change-- and generally no adverse events or healing crises to spiece things up. Went to the gym today and did qigong, yoga and some step machine, and walked a fair amount. Hardly know that I'm fasting.

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Day 9

1:48 am

It's day nine of my fast-- and here I thought it was day eight today. Now I really qualify as a space cadet if only my blog record can help me keep track of where I am.
More of the same: diluted orange juice, water, 1 big veggie juice combination-- but I feel wonderful and my body and spirit are beginning to ride the bliss waves and 'walk on the jade pond.' ;-)

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Day 8 - 8:46 pm

This decision to add some juicing to my water fast has made all the difference-- I had such a great day today without any energy deprivation. And now that I'm no longer under the strain of water fasting I see the major transformation it's brought about when I look in the mirror. I look quite a bit younger and that little 'thing' I had going with my hip joints-- not pain, but this tiny, almost imperceptable change in my gait-- it's GONE. I'm now able to get back to doing things I need to do. Today, on just a little orange juice and pomegranate juice, I spent 4 hours taking head shots of Jonathan in Boston for his book cover, and grocery shopping in Cambridge. Tonight I have the energy and clarity to put his book chapters into one document along with the required head shot attachments and send them out to the publishing company. And last night-- after my first day of transitioning to juice-- I had beautiful ripply, colorful visions that filled me with peace and joy as I drifted off to sleep. On a water fast I was feeling disconnected from the inner realm, and this was a welcome return.

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Day 7 - 7:54pm
Well, that settles it! I made the decision today-- and I think it was the reasonable thing to do under my set of circumstances-- to add juice to my water fast-- loosely 50/50. My reasons are practical ones: because Jonathan is blind I have to be able to be up and around to do the shopping, take him places, etc., and unfortunately when I water fast I really need to be resting most of the time. Today I had to go out, and I felt that I needed to stay in bed and rest, so at some point I realized, 'it's okay-- just add some juice and you'll still detoxify and you'll still have lots of energy.' Also, the water fasting was making me cranky at times, and I didn't want to keep subjecting Jonathan to my fasting-induced moods.
I had a little tomato juice and then went out and bought some organic fresh-squeezed orange juice at Whole Foods and diluted it with distilled water. Later tonight I think I'll make a little carrot/beet juice.

Fasting Journal
Day 7 - 11:48 am
Whoa, I think maybe I'll have to take it a little easier today. Most of the fasting experts say to rest and sleep a lot on a water fast anyway, so I guess that is probably the best course to take. At least I slept well last night, for the most part.
Fasting can be boring, for sure, at times. It's hard for an active person to sit and lay around day after day without rebelling.
Ideally I would be on Lovells Island, fasting with sunshine and fresh breezes from the ocean. That was an experience! The fresh air, in particular, helps the fast immeasurably, and the detox seems to go more smoothly. Here in the city, in an apartment with air conditioning (so I can't really open the windows), I don't feel very connected to nature. Still, I'd rather fast even in the city and get the cleansing, healing, and rejuvenating benefits.

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Day 6

12:16 am

Well, technically it's day 7, but as far as I'm concerned it's still day 6.

Great changes are taking place, even though I don't exactly feel like running a marathon! I've been a little weak all day-- more than yesterday-- yet I'm looking noticeably better. My face looks a lot younger already-- eyes are really white, complexion is glowing and little fine lines are disappearing. (LOVE that.-- Who needs Botox?) It kiils me that women are spending so much money on procedures and products, and they're totally unnecessary and either don't work or are merely temporary cosmetic fixes. Oh well. . . live and let live.

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Day 5

11:56 am

It's becoming more and more apparent to me that I'm feeling better on this fast than I did on my 14 day fast last summer, and my tongue is all white with no yellow-- which I believe means there are no conditions, just toxins being cleaned up. Today I woke up feeling pretty weak, but rallied as I got up and got moving. The little bit of inertia and discomfort I'm feeling, I have to remember, is so worth it, as I'm adding years to my life and releasing tons of life-sapping toxins from my body.

Last night there were little 'pixies' working on my feet and lower legs -- where a very large portion of toxins are stored -- and I felt restless and had trouble sleeping. I have to just tell myself "This is just what happens; it's part of the process and only a phase. You'll sleep better soon."

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Day 4! - 1:26 am
What a fantastic day! I did wake up feeling kind of wobbly this morning, but things got progressively better as the day progressed, and I again took Jonathan to the gym and did shopping and errands, which made me feel even better. Best to keep the blood moving, which gets the toxins moving out of the body.

My raw food books arrived from Living Nutrition today!-- that was a big thrill. The new recipe book is divine, and I was 'devouring' it, enjoying all the wonderful combinations of raw food vicariously, while anticipating actually making them very soon. All of the books-- including Your Natural Diet and Fresh Vegetable and Fruit Juices, as well as (maybe especially) the latest issue of Living Nutrition Magazine that came with them, are already blessing me. Of late I have been so concerned and stressed out (okay, freaked) over the future of our food supply, GM food, Codex Alimentarius-- which includes the very strong possibility of all produce having to be irradiated!-- that I contacted a distant healer for help with this issue. Well tonight when I was reading the Living Nutrition Magazine I found so much help, and these issues were addressed by some really wonderful speakers and writers.

Tonight I had plenty of energy to visit my friend Marie for a couple of hours at her house-- she's such a beautiful and loving person that she naturally makes you feel more alive and well in her presence.

Fasting Journal
Day 3
12:44 am
A good day with mild peaks and valleys, energy-wise. I was happy because this time, unlike past water fasts, I didn't get super-weak on the third day, and I didn't feel nauseous. I woke up feeling a little out of it and thought I might just have to rest, but within a couple of hours, after a good shower and making breakfast for Jonathan, etc., I started to perk up and felt almost 'normal.' We went out and I took him to the gym (he's blind-- I like to accompany him places) and then I did shopping for an hour and picked him up and did some grocery shopping with him. I didn't feel cold even though it was barely above freezing out, which I thought was pretty neat! Tonight I did a few things and also rested some and read a fasting article.
I ran into someone today who I hadn't seen for at least a couple years, and he said "You look younger!" Ah, the rejuvenating effects of fasting-- truly miraculous.
Time to go to sleep.

Fasting Journal
Day 2 -- 8:47pm
This evening I'm resting a bit and meditating/reading some. Also spent some time on the Internet today. My energy is good and I look forward to tomorrow-- big Day Three.
My thoughts today were on surrendering: surrendering to the process of fasting, to the Way, to goals larger than myself and my limited plans.
Fasting, I almost can say, IS meditation, just as music, for me, is meditation (at least the kind of music I play). I love it because it generates love, joy and peace in such a natural way-- you don't have to strive or reach so hard for them.

Fasting Journal
Day 2
4:01pm
I slept like a baby last night and I hardly feel the effects of fasting today, except that I'm feeling more relaxed and contented. Usually it's day three where I really start to feel the 'heat.' I'm guessing/hoping my body is less toxic this time and I won't have a difficult time tomorrow. Whatever-- I'm going to persevere! I'm going to walk Jonathan to the gym and go on a walk and get some shopping done, and then come home, make dinner, and spend the evening relaxing, doing a little qigong, meditating and reading.

Below are a couple pics of my artwork: The first is the album cover I made for my CD, "Music for the Journey Within," and the second is calleed "Flower Buddha."

Last week I received really great news: the Spiritual Nutrition website is going to sell my music CDs! They're putting up a new portal for their products-- targted for early spring, I believe-- and I'm so excited. This is the perfect online site for my music, as so many raw foodists love meditation music.

Now I need to work on getting my music into the hands of film industry people... I need a similar synchonicity to occur there. ;-)

Fasting Journal
Day 2
11:10 a.m.
I slept like a baby last night. I feel wonderful and my energy levels haven't diminished yet at all. Mentally I'm still feeling 'the glow'-- calmer, more focused. Hunger is non-existent so far-- hope that keeps up!